A recent healing I had from my friend Xi Earthstar revealed that I have some repairing to with the Masculine. Not just the “masculine.” I mean: GOD.
What IS God, anyway? To me, it’s come to mean an oppressive male force who has attempted to take over the universe, squash or rape the Goddess, and basically harm humans ~ all while saying how great he is. Bearded white guy in the sky, and all that.
But in the healing I had with Xi, I realized that this view of Divine Father is nothing but a distortion that’s been set upon us by the “powers that were” ~ as toxic an inversion as the suppression of Divine Mother has been.
Not only that, but the engineered separation from the AUTHENTIC Sacred Masculine is at the core of many wounds and problems in my life. And I’m hardly the only one.
So… how do we connect back with the real Divine Father?
In my session with Xi, I saw that the distorted “god” was a field of energy that had infiltrated into my very energy body. I visualized its asbestos-like fibers being extracted out of my energy field, and then collecting into a bundle that I could push aside.
And I made the effort to open to the inpouring of the REAL Cosmic Father. The one who loves me and wants the best for me. The one who is there to fortify, protect, and encourage me.
What a concept.
This is a process that the Sophia-Christos mission is helping us with, and for which the Christed Master Yeshua is an incredibly helpful guide. I realized he’s but a step in that direction, and I let myself see this energy in a way that even expands beyond him.
Since then, I’ve been in greater communication with Divine Father. Divine Mother, I’ve got that down more fully. It’s Divine Father I need to meet, greet, and receive now.
In practical terms, this has meant visualizing in my meditations various incidents in my early life in which I was harmed, disappointed, shamed, or rejected by my father and other males. And it has involved me sending loving golden light back to myself in these moments so as to heal my timeline.
It’s going to be a journey, but I’m up for it. I share this because I know that something of its power might be useful to you, as well.
More to come.
Hi Marguerite, It is great to hear that you are healing the wounds… forgiving yourself is the way that I know works. Knowing – true sensing: I have never left my Creator (neither male nor female nor both), and separation is impossible, I accept the truth that I am not a victim any more than the projected image on the screen that seems to be outside of me is … to blame. True forgiveness comes when I am aware that I am the dreamer… of the dream, and that there is no possibility of judgement between illusions in the dream, so why identify with the mad idea of linear time and space? I am open to Seeing Hearing Feeling Spirit, Being Infinitely at Home, rather than trying to improve on the I am not game. A step closer to the Happy Dream… Ongralea PEACE ! ! Love You ! ! Sending the fragrance of Lotus from Taiwan !
Much wisdom here, Pamela!
Thanks Marguerite for sharing your wisdom and experiences through your Blog. I really enjoy reading them.
Much Love, Marlena 🌹
Marlena, so glad to hear!
Beautiful Marguerite!
Thank you for sharing your vulnerability and courage
And for setting the pathway for us to be free to do that to.
This is our human side
We never really got to explore , understand,
It was just dogmatic
Now we can .
Thank you for this beautiful sharing, Julie!
Me too
That was a masterful response to a challenging intruder into the celebration of foodways here and I found your reply to be positive, clear, protective of your work and your readers as well as protectively offering your “sources.” Ive enjoyed your preservation of the olde ways and the olde days and the food that is shared is always beautiful and presented with such reverence. The beauty of each offering is inspiriting and steadying to many of us in a world that seems difficult.
Thank you again…
Dear Marguerite, Thank you for sharing this. It helps me to see and realise that I am not the only one having issues with the male energies. Unfortunately in my case this has been manifesting with all contacts with male people, including my father, brothers, etc. and as a result when having issues with the masculine energies, not even mentioning the divine energies, as far as I am informed, these people (women) do have issues with becoming wealthy / successful, i.e. becoming financially free. I have heard that from several sources and people and have realised that this is a big issue for many. I have a feeling for many women, which may be a reason why many women are not financially free or successful. I feel it is time to free / heal this grid, particularly for women, in order to heal it for all women on this planet. Thank you for your work, Marguerite and for being such a powerful and beautiful woman, following your own path. On top of it you look so good with your white curly lion’s mane and are such a beauty in your own individual way! Bless you!
Claudia, thank you for sharing this and for your lovely compliments.
Marquerite, your work illuminates me each time I read what you are expressing of the divine feminine. I have been on an inner awakening for a little over three years and much of it has been healing of my feminine energetic essence. Even before my awakening, in times of deep anguish and failure, My Lady would come to me gently lifting me saying, “…rise up Harvey. You are one of our bravest Knights!” It would always give strength to get back up but I have never Felt like a brave knight. Usually weak and afraid. Trying to be that ‘Christian’ man example and yet hiding the rage full lust inside of me. I have hurt those I love, the most. My Lady has been healing me ever so Divinely and Motherly
Recently, in my times with My Lady I have felt the question rising from deep within; Mother, where is Father? It is an extremely empty place inside of me and from my perspective many men!
So, I am very glad I have encountered your sharing of this and am greatly looking forward to the Healing of the divine Family opening up to Me, specifically, and to humanity!!
Sincerest of gratitude for your work!
Harvey, you are welcome, and thank you both for your heartfelt sharing and the work you are doing. Your healing is planetary healing. 🙂