So How Come I’m Feeling Like Crap

As I prepare to offer my free Zoom event on IN-scension & my course on 5D consciousness later this month, I’m tuning in to information from our major world oracles as well as my own inner guidance about what’s really going on under the surface. Research, research, research. Research my soul needs & research I’ll be bringing to you.

“What’s going on” is a breathtaking mix of exhilaration & horror. Horror at the levels & depths of possible interdimensional tactics. Exhilaration at the refrain, independently arrived at, of nearly all oracles I track: The IN-scension timeline is guaranteed. Meaning, that things WILL get better and Terra/Tara/Gaia WILL throw off the negativity. And that it’s just a matter of HOW it will roll out… which could be painful, graceful, or a combination of both.

How does this awkward IN-scension into 5D affect us on the ground? A clairvoyant guide I know told me this week that every single client she’s talked to in the last two months has had moments, hours, or days of “not wanting to be here anymore.”

Maybe you’ve experienced that yourself? I know I had a little spate of it earlier this week. Things started feeling “just too hard.” On top of it all, on the same day a beloved relative, a close friend, and a respected teacher ALL expressed that they were firmly moving ever deeper into the 3D world of the main narrative, which was leading very clearly to specific choices. Wow, the one-two-three punch. My heart sank as I fell into the pit of despair and the specter of: Oh my god, will I ever be able to see them again?

Questions began tumbling in… Have I made a mistake in moving to the East Coast? Will I be able to have my physical and social needs met if things roll out a certain way? Where can I go to feel safe….

If you’re moving into 5D, meaning your consciousness is awakening to things beyond the everyday illusion of physical matter & events, you may be relating.

This is precisely why I’m moving my offerings into this domain for spring. Because we spirit workers need each other. We need to make our net around the planet strong, feel one another, co-teach one another, help each other when we’re down, and lift one another to new heights. We need information, guidance & validation that we’re not crazy & that we’re not alone.

And more than that, we want to GO DEEPER WITH OUR SPIRITUAL GROWTH. We know that, above all, this time of chaos & the breakdown of the old is a tremendous time of initiation. We’re in a rare planetary shamanic death & rebirth. I mean EVERYONE is being confronted with this and is making a decision.

My new course & upcoming zoom event are intended to support you if you’re resonating with any of this. Ain’t no mountain high enough, ain’t no valley low enough, ain’t no river wide enough… to keep you from YOU.

Who Are You?
For a lot of us, light is dawning that we’re not exactly who we thought we were. Meaning, we’re awakening to the fact that we’re of a special tribe. Yes, we may have had lots of splicing and dicing in our DNA, lots of karma to clear, but through it all is emerging a line of awareness that we are Spirit Workers carrying Star Knowledge. We are here on a mission, be it quietly personal or loudly public. A mission of reclaiming Our Mother, both our Mother Gaia & our Mother Universe. A mission of reclaiming humanity & restoring the Edenic timeline.

One of the oracles I check in with is Lisa Renee, and I was struck by something she said in her Feb 2021 teleconference, in which she was reflecting on her recent “Shifting Timelines” piece entitled “Gaian Matrix.” She said, “We’re all eternal God beings in amnesia.”

For context, she was talking about the galactic & earth histories she’s pulling through that have been deliberately obscured from us through various operations of the negative forces. Other oracles are increasingly delivering overlapping pieces, and I feel my “Truth” meter go off when I hear about these events… as though they’re telling me something I already know. Have you had that experience lately?

God beings in amnesia. Meaning that we don’t entirely remember who we were, who we are, what’s happened to the human family over the eons… and therefore WHAT’S POSSIBLE FOR US. We’ve been planetarily mind swiped, and now we’re in the throes of an operation that’s attempting to more fully keep humanity in that state of amnesia.

And this is where you come in. This is where I come in. This is where my new course comes in. We need to keep availing ourselves of knowledge & communal support so that we can make our IN-scension to the 5D timeline the most grace-filled it can be. And it IS possible to do so. We just need the tools, and we need to KEEP USING the tools.

For example, how did I get out of my despair after being hit with a triple whammy of “I’m alone in my being different & feel like I’m in a losing battle” thought form? I got on my meditation cushion and I began using breath, mantra, prayer & visualization. Until I felt the energy shift. I ate breakfast and instead of running to “clean up” followed by “taking a shower” and “getting to work,” I SAT FOR TEN MINUTES to digest & listen to Lisa Renee.

And what did I hear… she said something about the fact that she and others have needed to MOVE TO THE EAST COAST to help with the energies over here! Ya see? Just yesterday I was under that psychic attack meme of “I’ve moved to the wrong place” and now here I was hearing affirmation that THERE’S A GOOD REASON I’M HERE.

What’s more, she was talking about the “indigo ray,” which is something that I channeled about directly, and that will figure into the free Zoom event on March 17. Big affirmation for me.

This is how things work in the 5D. You get quiet, you get into self-care, you find what nourishes or informs you, and voilà, you get something you need to keep you going.

On Being an Eternal God Being
An “eternal God being.” Whoah. What does that MEAN? This is another thing WE NEED TO FIND OUT and we need to IMPLEMENT. And this is also why I’m offering my new course. We’re going to be on a path of discovery with THIS VERY THING.

Because moving into 5D is not just about coping with whatever’s going on within & around us. It’s about REALLY GROWING IN SPIRITUAL STATURE to match who we already are but were made to forget. It’s about reclaiming the abilities that have been obscured from our view.

So my new course will be part healing, part amplifying. Part connecting with & cultivating the God/dess Source Within. We’ll be calling on the evolutionary Mother Mary to support us with information & transmissions, and we’ll be working with our near kin the Faeries & the Sidhe, who have NOT forgotten who they are.

Let’s face it, if we’ve come this far, we don’t want to go Invasion of the Body Snatchers now (“…upon kissing her he realizes, to his horror, that she fell asleep and is now one of them”). Let’s stay awake together. Let’s go deeper.

Please join us for the new course Accelerating into 5th Dimensional Consciousness, and the free Zoom event How to Use This Wild Time for Your IN-scension, and let’s co-create the New Earth we contracted to bring forth. Remember?

With love,
Marguerite Mary Dove Ajandra Terra Nova