I had the most freaky medicine session I’ve had in years this week. I felt as though I were being eaten alive by negative energies. It was an initiation. In this post I share that journey and also insights that came from it as medicine for you to use if it resonates.

The content behind the energies I imagined chomping on me had to do with a particular argument I was having with a certain person on her view of my reality versus my own view. Whose reality would win my space? What was right, what was wrong? Who was right, who was wrong? It felt like a battle royale over my very being. Fear was nearly overcoming me.

As I dealt with the assault, I saw that I was dealing with the Great God Fear (Phobos, the Greeks called him), simply dressed in the garments of my own life. I realized I had never before entered ceremony when so many people on the earth were focused on one thing: yes, coincidentally, Fear.

So I realized that on the larger level, through my crown, I was tapping into the humongous collective fear.

I came to understand the “assault” as something that I was partly creating through my BELIEF that I was being attacked, and through being in attack mode myself. I honestly didn’t know who had “started” it. With the help of a friend, I realized that I could modulate the experience of “attack” by modulating my emotions. First, it was to acknowledge and breathe into the fear.

Then my friend asked me: What is greater than fear?

I knew the answer immediately: Love.

I began working with Mother Mary to amplify my heart chakra, my love energy. I energetically re-established my sovereignty through seeing the golden ray from earth, through my body, and up to the Great Central Sun. Then I saw that golden ray enveloping me.

I saw that I had to “put on my crown” – literally see a crown of golden light going on my head to protect and anchor my crown. This was the meaning of Mother Mary’s crown, and it is the invitation to others in this time of “CORONA.” Mother Mary also put a heart with a crown in my heart and my womb.

These visions are medicine for you to use for yourself if you would like. For what I experienced is but what we experience on some level every day, especially in this heightened time.

The Initiation into Love

As the journey progressed and I restored my sovereignty more and more, I saw what my situation – and the situation for all people right now – was an opportunity for. And that is: an opening to supreme love, love for everyone and everything. This is the fast track to IN-scension.

Part of this has to do with the message I’ve been getting over and over for the past three weeks: The understanding that there are multiple realities. People who favor this or that person, this or that viewpoint about why things have happened, or even what is really happening or not happening. Everyone is right because everyone is in their own reality.

If we understand there is no one reality and truth, we can hold all realities.

This is a profound lesson for our time because, as my friend said to me, we have gotten divided to an extreme. We’ve become so “separate” that we would kill each other over different realities and truths rather than say: Oh my, you are in a very interesting reality!

A lesson now for those who want to fast-track is to hold others not as wrong, but simply as being in a different reality in which they think they are doing what’s best. It means even holding people who think there is only one reality and one truth. How interesting that these brothers and sisters are in that reality!

I was shown we have the opportunity to let the one you hate be valid in their own reality, and then see what happens when you allow them to be valid. See the softening in your reality. It’s moving from the either/or to both/and. You can try this in your life with those closest to you, with those you speak with, with those you see writing on social media. Then try it with political figures, and all those you think are creating harm.

Experiment with loving the so-called enemy to see what kind of massive energy this brings back to your life and the planet. Print out a picture of this person and gaze into their eyes until you feel love for them. Then feel love coming from them to you.

Loving people across differences is the teaching of Mary. Love the one you hate. That’s what’s going to be called for. All the naughty kids (us) have been thrown into a boat together and have to get along. It’s an initiatory technique used across the universe.

There is tremendous interdimensional support for what we are moving through right now. Ask to be assisted by your Greatest Guides and Most Helpful Ancestors. Spend time visioning how you’d like the world to be. Hold it lightly. Put it in the soup. Stir, and ask that Mother Earth’s greatest good be served.

Everyone can unite by touching the ground. That is a uniting experience for all people. It’s why Buddha touched the ground when gaining enlightenment, it’s a good clearing and anchoring.

May you experience resurrection today.