In my medicine ceremony of a month ago, I got to that place. That place where suddenly I was hit with: I do not feel worthy. Of anything. Especially not of Divine Presence and Divine Love.

What? Me, unworthy? I’d always been fairly confident about my life, path, and purpose, and had pushed my way through anything.

But there I was, lying prone, with this feeling presenting itself as very real. The stunning realization came upon me: This belief of unworthiness had actually been running my life.

For me, it emerged in the session as I called upon Mother Mary for the great healing that I had asked for. It dawned upon me as I did so: I don’t even feel worthy of being with Mother Mary and of this healing.

And that, dear reader, was the matter. The corest of core wounds. Unworthiness.

My guide said to me that although everyone’s medicine session is unique, in her experience this unworthiness pit was the one place nearly all people got to in the journey.

Let’s take that in.

She helped me through it by fully, tenderly, allowing Mother Mary’s presence in, and by unequivocally asserting into that utlra-dimensional state I was in: YES, I AM worthy of all this AND MORE! It was a powerful call sent through the dimensions, backward and forward in time, to all realities existences and timelines. What a blessed, blessed gift to be able to do this.

As I’ve been metabolizing this deeply healing experience over the past 30 plus days, it’s come to me: This feeling of unworthiness is a biproduct of what has happened to us as humans when we were interfered with early in our history and our ability to connect with the Divine was seriously inhibited. The manipulations that led to our falling from our angelic selves into 3D density were at the heart of this.

Unworthiness is a function of not feeling connected with the endless source of the Divine. Add to that a certain curse called “original sin,” and you’ve got a pretty toxic cocktail. It results in a pervasive shame.

This is what we’ve been dealing with. It’s what’s under all trauma, all dysfunction, all human pain.

And let’s remember, the “sin” was put upon the woman, our Eve ancestor, who had wanted to engage the medicine of the garden to be able to see… good from evil.

That was a no-no for these Archonic forces. Seeing evil meant seeing them, and then their game would be over.

So… in the great healing that we are doing individually and collectively, we want to address the unworthiness factor.

How? There are many ways, and maybe you’ve already been chipping away at this, or even powering though it. If so, that’s wonderful, because your worthy-feeling vibration is needed on our planet.

In my Mary & Magdalene Priestess Training, this month we’ll be going through a cacao ceremony with the Marys to assist with healing all manner of unworthiness programming. If you’re not in that training, you can receive the first step in this direction through the Receive the Love of the Marys & Invite in Magdalene’s Caring Guardianship, which is a bonus you can find if you sign in HERE.

And what about joining us for our healing love retreat? That will assist with this in a significant and wonderful way. You may also consider working with me 1:1 for support.

There are other ways to heal this core wound, and I encourage you to meditate on it to receive your own guidance.

Whatever ways you explore, discover, or create, remember… “Dearest Divine, I am worthy to receive you, and only say the word and I shall be healed.”