And now… preparing for a year of Mary
It seems fitting during this quiet, between-holy days week, which always feels like time out of time, to share with you a communication I’ve been working up to for a while now.
What’s been dawning for me is the realization that my mission back and forth into the Underworld is now concluding. A couple of months ago I wrote that Mother Mary told me I could “put the burden down.” Only recently have I understood the full implications of that.
Part of what’s prompted this was the cannabis ceremony I did on Thanksgiving night. I had not worked with cannabis (asterion) since April, when I had an unusual experience of psychic attack during the ceremony (which I also blogged about). The message to me then was: Stay out of the astral plane for a while; it’s too dangerous out there right now, as the negative forces are pulling out all the stops.
So… I refrained from working with asterion… until I decided I wanted to enter the Otherworld again on November 26.
In the days after that experience, I realized that the equanimity and joy I’d been feeling for weeks was disrupted. I noticed older feelings of anxiety and loneliness creeping in again. Oh no, not after I’d been doing so well!
The Price of Wisdom
That’s when I realized: By journeying into the “Otherworld” with asterion for the past 15 years, I’ve been journeying into the Underworld sector of that domain. Because I rarely ever cavorted with the Angels. No, I went straight to the Halls of Hell.
And peering into the Halls of Hell comes with a price. You often don’t come back alone, but, like Inanna, who descends to the Underworld and makes it back, you often have “hitchhikers,” energies that spur fears and agonies within you.
I’m realizing that for the past 20 years, when I had my first initiation into the Realms, and especially since 2006 when I began a ceremonial cannabis practice, I have essentially been under psychic attack as part of this work. That psychic attack was experienced as anxiety, negative thoughts, loneliness, certain things “not working out,” and more.
I spoke with a wise friend about this recently, who said, “Well, you don’t go in and out of the Underworld without getting bruised or feeling the effects. But you’ve been meant to journey there to bring back information for others.”
Yes, it’s been my mission, apparently, a mission I didn’t realize I was involved in until recently.
I began blogging in October 2011 to share information from this intensive journeywork. At that time, I was afraid to put my name out there with the material I was receiving, so I hid it in a blog called Wisdom of the Otherworlds. That winter, in the time between the holy days that year, my oracle work ratcheted up. I began to receive ever more intensified downpours about all manner of the difficult, the negative, and the scary. You can read the radical (and prophetic) stuff I was receiving at the time in my old blog HERE.
When I created Seven Sisters Mystery School in fall 2012, and offered my first blog post through those auspices on October 9 of that year, I started coming out of the closet with my underworldly information.
Being a Priestess of Persephone
The point here is, I’ve been a full-on priestess of Persephone. And that is one of the least romantic roles in the holy orders.
Because, what IS the Underworld? It’s not some mythological, mainly benign, locale. We’re talking here about not JUST an Underworld that is the fertile darkness. We’re talking about evil.
And we’re talking about what evil looks like today, how it manifests. If you’ve been following this blog you know… in and among other, lighter topics… I’ve been writing about AI, reptilian manipulations on our planet, entity possession, alien abductions, sexual abuse, and more.
This is what the bottom of the Underworld looks like. And for those who still wish to turn their eyes away from such things, I challenge them: What, then, do you think has been going on all around you in 2020? Just a hiccup from Mother Nature?
I’ve played my role as a priestess of Persephone diligently, since the time as a girl when, like the daughter of Demeter, I was separated from my mother. Or, perhaps, even before. For, it has not yet become fully clear what was happening to me while my father was working as an engineer drone on the rollout of a spy satellite program that is now what David Wilcock calls, “the backbone of the Cabal.”
My father has passed from this world now, and with that timing it’s becoming clear that a chapter of astral shenanigans in my world is ending.
This was strikingly affirmed by channeler Elizabeth April recently, who has said that for Spirit workers, our mission has concluded. We came here to do what we needed to do, which was to foster the Great Awakening. We’ve opened the cracks for that. Now, we can put our energy more toward creativity and possibility, and less toward exposing evil.
Enter Mother Mary
Starting fall of 2019, I had a sense that not only was I writing new material about Mary, but I was also being prepared energetically to embody it… embody her… which is to say embody my Higher Goddess Self.
Nothing is done in isolation and for ourselves alone, so I see this awakening to the REAL Mother Mary as part of a greater embodiment of Feminine Knowledge, Wisdom, Power & Strength for all of us.
My interview on Regina Meredith’s show on Gaia TV is said to be scheduled for release on January 14. That will be the beginning of my sharing what I know about Mother Mary more widely to the global community.
Then on April 6, my new book, The Mystery Tradition of Miraculous Conception: Mary and the Lineage of Virgin Births, will be published by Inner Traditions.
And with these two ripples in our world pond, the unveiling of the new Mother Mary really begins.
I look forward to putting down my whistle (for the most part), and focusing on the Good, the Light, and the Beautiful now. I have earned entry to the realms of the Upperworld, and I intend to make the most of it.